2015年8月29日星期六

9 歲啦

今天牠是主角, 肥仔細佬今天9歲了, 
自4個月大到現在都在同一屋簷下生活, 間中蝦蝦霸霸, 是幸福一族, 
沒有蛋糕、沒有額外罐頭、零吃, 
卡樂b走了,日間不在放腎病糧, 目標明確......吃少D減肥,
牠沒有意識今天是牠生日,繼續如平日咁hea下,跟岀跟入。

加張肥仔第一日到家的相, 太攰即倒頭大睡

細b要肥番D, 佢鍾意抱爛臭鞋當枕頭,
卡樂b吃的補血、補腎虛中藥, 我減少份量給細b吃, 
也繼續煲杞子淮山水、給少量蟲草、靈芝給兩貓吃,
 牠們已是老年貓, 最近加入些少葡萄糖桉, 因為見細b跳上床、高檯有D吃力。
希望牠們晚年仍有高質素生活, 這也是我自己的願望。

2015年8月20日星期四

感謝信

無論再過多少時間,我相信我仍不能言語完成以下説話,
只好選擇用文字分幾次完成向對卡樂b很有心的醫護人員多謝


Dear xxx and the nurse (who danced for Calbee),

As the mum of Calbee, I am deeply thankful for the treatments both of you had given Calbee since 19 Mar 15, i.e.  Calbee’s first visit to have acupuncture.   The 16 acupuncture treatments in the last few months together with other additional medication had lengthened his life for another 5 months.  In his last visit to yyyy on 13 Aug 15, we all were aware that he was no longer the friendly cat you have known in last 5 months, he was indeed very…very…. sick.   I took him to have thorough checks at zzzz hospital on 15 Aug 15, the blood test confirmed his serious illness, all indicators of kidney failure shot up to astonishingly high levels, and the ultra-sound examination showed no part of his both kidneys was intact and full of fluid (likely blood due to burst of cysts), still from outside he was in exceptionally good shape, the vet there was surprised and amazed to see that he didn’t look like that sick as the test results suggested. 

He was prescribed with phosphorus binder and recommended to come back in 2 weeks.  However, from 15 Aug 15 evening, he refused to eat, or being force fed for food and water, screaming for escape when I caught him for feeding.  After fighting with PKD for 4 ½ years relentlessly, he has peacefully passed away.

A month ago, I made the appointment for him on 27 Aug 15, he will never make it.  I’ve already cancelled the appointment by phone, but I think I owe both of you a few words and a big thank.  The nurse had heartily prepared for Calbee the plastic box to let him sit in peacefully every time when he was having the treatment, and even danced for Calbee in his last visit.  The nurse should not ask the question “what time is it?” when having potato chips the next time he meets a cat named Calbee.    I’d like to call you both to express my sincere thanks, but I am afraid that I’d not be able to finish any conversations about Calbee in the next few years without in tears.

Many thanks again for your kindness in the last few months.

Warmest regards,


________ (mom of Calbee)


沒有留下卡樂b身體的毛髮、腳印,選擇只保了有好大浸臭口水味的頸帶、兩個給卡樂b咬了很多牙齒印的變形朗朗(牠帶朗朗2335天)
卡樂b過去2335天沒有離家一晚, 我們選擇了即日帶卡樂b回家。



我同佢爸爸各適應沒有卡樂b的生活,
爸爸不用每日將t-shirt收藏, 怕卡樂b咬、吃帶有止汗劑的t-shirt格拉底,
爸爸不用即入門就收起有鞋帶的鞋, 因為卡樂b咬斷無數鞋帶,
我們岀門不用關廚房門, 怕卡樂b跳上廚檯堵
我要忘記重複了3238次(每天兩次)的餵藥動作
浸菜、業肉類不用蓋, 怕卡樂b偷吃
我不用再塞蛋白維持卡樂b體重

每次望著手機內過去幾年的相片、短片....... 

2015年8月2日星期日

習習習


細b平時揀飲擇食,很少食物能令牠不停習習習,只有牠很喜歡的,估下細b吃緊乜?估中冇獎


生活營營役役,照顧卡樂b也比以前用更多時間,餵藥、食、水、準備一星期中藥、定期帶佢針灸,更覺時間不夠用,自己一停止服用中藥,睡眠質量就變差,歲月留痕, 也刻意減少上網時間。

焗蛋糕是我減壓方式之一,今早焗日式芝士蛋糕, 好好味