感謝信

無論再過多少時間，我相信我仍不能用言語完成以下説話，

只好選擇用文字分幾次完成向對卡樂b很有心的醫護人員多謝。

Dear xxx and the nurse (who danced for Calbee),

As the mum of Calbee, I am deeply thankful for the treatments both of you had given Calbee since 19 Mar 15, i.e.  Calbee’s first visit to have acupuncture.   The 16 acupuncture treatments in the last few months together with other additional medication had lengthened his life for another 5 months.  In his last visit to yyyy on 13 Aug 15, we all were aware that he was no longer the friendly cat you have known in last 5 months, he was indeed very…very…. sick.   I took him to have thorough checks at zzzz hospital on 15 Aug 15, the blood test confirmed his serious illness, all indicators of kidney failure shot up to astonishingly high levels, and the ultra-sound examination showed no part of his both kidneys was intact and full of fluid (likely blood due to burst of cysts), still from outside he was in exceptionally good shape, the vet there was surprised and amazed to see that he didn’t look like that sick as the test results suggested. 

He was prescribed with phosphorus binder and recommended to come back in 2 weeks.  However, from 15 Aug 15 evening, he refused to eat, or being force fed for food and water, screaming for escape when I caught him for feeding.  After fighting with PKD for 4 ½ years relentlessly, he has peacefully passed away.

A month ago, I made the appointment for him on 27 Aug 15, he will never make it.  I’ve already cancelled the appointment by phone, but I think I owe both of you a few words and a big thank.  The nurse had heartily prepared for Calbee the plastic box to let him sit in peacefully every time when he was having the treatment, and even danced for Calbee in his last visit.  The nurse should not ask the question “what time is it?” when having potato chips the next time he meets a cat named Calbee.    I’d like to call you both to express my sincere thanks, but I am afraid that I’d not be able to finish any conversations about Calbee in the next few years without in tears.

Many thanks again for your kindness in the last few months.

Warmest regards,

________ (mom of Calbee)

我沒有留下卡樂b身體的毛髮、腳印，選擇只保留了有好大浸臭口水味的頸帶、兩個給卡樂b咬了很多牙齒印的變形朗朗(牠帶了朗朗2335天)。

卡樂b過去2335天沒有離家一晚, 我們選擇了即日帶卡樂b回家。

我同佢爸爸各要適應沒有卡樂b的生活,

爸爸不用每日將t-shirt收藏, 怕卡樂b咬、吃帶有止汗劑的t-shirt格拉底,

爸爸不用即入門就收起有鞋帶的鞋, 因為卡樂b咬斷無數鞋帶,

我們岀門不用關廚房門, 怕卡樂b跳上廚房長檯堵亂

我要忘記重複了3238次(每天兩次)的餵藥動作

浸菜、業肉類不用蓋, 怕卡樂b偷吃

我不用再塞蛋白維持卡樂b體重

每次望著手機內過去幾年的相片、短片.......